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post number 010 episode: tapestry
Written on: Sunday, July 19, 2009
Time: 1:41 AM

Tapestry was incredible! The experience and everything.
And its the first actual challenge after becoming the hiphop head.
Arranging for practices.
Arranging for practices without venues.
Arranging for practices with paid for venues.
Enduring through school.
Surviving school+dance+little sleep+school+dance+little sleep almost the whole week.
Typing emails.
Getting people to read and reply to my almost daily emails.
Thinking of objective of every practice.
Trying to meet the objectives of every practice.
Stage screw up last week.
Costume screw up today.
Music screw up today.

All these totally tests on my crisis management skills.
Managed to somewhat sail through what would otherwise be a total disaster because of the Hiphoppers and everyone else who did Tapestry and told us stuff to improve and everything idek.
Really quite obvious to everyone that what I really lack is emotional stability.
I'm always nervous, always rushed, and always feeling like dying.
But there's always people there who reassure me and trying to think of solutions with me.
I know my rushedness and going to die now-ness irritates people a lot of times. BUT AH. WILL IMPROVE. I lack the thing called 稳重.

But on the bright side.
I thought that the super fast wth music actually pushed us to do better than what we can. Pushed us to keep up with the music. Pushed us to keep up to standard with the wth music. I'm really glad to see how everyone's putting in effort to correct all the screw ups.

Interdivision Bonding!
Like Pinghui said, you don't really find yourself talking more to a bboy or something. But you still for more bonded as MAD.
It's when you go through challenges like this that pulls everyone together. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.
And training together helps people to see how the other div trains and everything. More insight? IDK. But I think it helps.

Intradivision bonding!
OMG I LOVE YOU MAD HIPHOP. I see them more than I see my classmates like really really really. I love spending time with you all. Although people may get irritated and agitated along the way, I'm all pretty sure it was because of the stress of WTH TAPESTRY IS IN A WEEK AND LESSER, and all the stress that comes with it.

The experience for Tapestry was really really rewarding. Both as the hiphophead, a hiphopper and part of MAD. CANT WAIT FOR MORE.

Stuff to settle!
FAREWELL PARTY ATTENDANCE!
FAREWELL PARTY GIVE OMG WTH GOING TO DIE.
YMCA SEARCH PARTY PARTICIPATION!
YMCA SEARCH PARTY!
TEACHERS' DAY!
PROMOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I really want to work towards the HC Diploma thing.
And maybe OSA. Kind of impossible but I want to try.
To cover up how incredibly bad my secondary school academics and cca participation and results were.

And to end it off with something kpop. :D


OMG KYUHYUN IS AMAZING.

AND ANOTHER THING! OUR TAPESTRY PERFORMANCE INSPIRED MY BROTHER TO LOOK AT DANCE VIDEOS HAHAHA :))))